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Wednesday, December 29, 2010 @ 7:46 PM
SOO SWEET!!!
@ 4:38 PM
I hear your heart cry for love,
But you won’t let me make it right.
You were hurt, but I decided,
That you were worth the fight.
Every night, you lock up,
You won’t let me come inside.
But the look in your eyes,
As I can turn the tide.
In your heart, in your heart, in your heart,
I can tell you can fit one more.
In your heart, in your heart, in your heart,
I don’t care who was there before.
I hear your heart call for love,
Then you act like there’s no room.
Room for me, or anyone,
“Don’t disturb” is all I see.
Close the door, turn the key,
On everything that we could be.
If loneliness would move out,
I’d fill the vacancy.
In your heart, in your heart, in your heart,
In your heart, in your heart, in your heart.
This ain’t the Heartbreak Hotel,
Even though I know it well.
Those no shows, they sure tell,
In the way you hold yourself.
Don’t you fret, should you get,
Another cancellation.
Give me a chance I’d make a,
Permanent reservation.
In your heart, in your heart, in your heart,
I can tell you can fit one more.
Open up make a brand new start,
I don’t care who’s stayed before.
I hear your heart call for love,
Then you act like there’s no room.
Room for me, or anyone,
“Don’t disturb” is all I see.
Close the door, turn the key,
On everything that we could be.
If loneliness would move out,
I’d fill the vacancy.
In your heart, in your heart, in your heart,
In your heart, in your heart, in your heart.
When I, talk to you, on the phone,
Listen close.
I hear your heart call for love,
Then you act like there’s no room.
Room for me, or anyone,
“Don’t disturb” is all I see.
Close the door, turn the key,
On everything that we could be.
If loneliness would move out,
I’d fill the vacancy.
In your heart, in your heart, in your heart,
In your heart, in your heart, in your heart.
WHAT THAT FUCK.
YOU ARE SUCHA BITCH.
JUST GO FUCKING KILL YOURSELF PLEASE!
Labels: you can keep your key. But the lock has changed.
BYEBYE MAXINE. International Waters.... HAHA.
Friday, December 3, 2010 @ 12:48 AM
HOHOHO. CHRISTMAS IS COMING!!!
Today, I woke up bright and early in the morning to go to school only to realize it starts 2 hrs later than I thought. And for once, I thought I was ON TIME.
Anw, I left school and spent those 2 hrs at Mel's place just talking and all. WOW. Really miss those times where we just hung around and spoke how we felt.
Then headed to j8 where M picked me up and went to Sogurt to STUDY. We managed quite well. Did abt 2 hrs of work then lost focus due to extreme cold and RAIN (hate rain). Went to Town, ATE ATE ATE (pls rmb to eat on the cruise!), and wanted to take Christmas pics at the Ferrero Rocher tree which M thought was at Paragon. We went thr and couldnt find it. Guess what??? It was at HEEREN. aish! BB!?!?
We watched Rapunzel without C!?! AHH. I'm so sorry. Promise to watch with you agn.
M, please look after yourself on board that ship and rmb to take regular showers and EAT EAT EAT. Most importantly, ENJOY yourself. I'll cya MONDAY!!!
another week passes...
Monday, November 29, 2010 @ 12:37 AM
Another week has passed. When will we ever be strong enough to live out our commitments to ourselves?
This week, I LEARNT:
- RESPONSIBILITY vs unreliability (go home on time)
- DILIGENCE vs slothfulness (got some work done)
- OBEDIENCE vs willfulness (WORKING ON IT)
- WISDOM vs foolishness (YES!!!)
- SELF-CONTROL vs indulgence (Totally didn't impulsively buy BB or my SX-30)
- VIRTUE vs impurity (I TRY MY BEST to do what's right?)
- ORDERLINESS vs messiness (Calvin definitely learnt this)
- TOLERANCE vs prejudice (tahan!!! ARGH!!!)
Reviewing my behavior, I would say that I've been PRETTY good.
Anw, this weekend was funn. Had QT with Mel last night in town. Tho I was freezingly uncomfortable, I enjoyed myself. And I'm sure she did too. We rewrote her "HISTORY".
Today, XW with M, N, and C. It was KRAZY. Love the times spent with this bb. She is sucha doll. Never fails to make me high. We caught Easy A. Was feeling too sick to watch the movie but felt slightly better after a bottle of "Ginseng Chrysanthemum Tea" which did NOT taste pleasant. Went to watsons and found some cute spoon chocolates. Calvin applied orderliness by arranging everything on the table in an "orderly" fashion.
OK! BEDTIME.
Looking Back
Thursday, November 25, 2010 @ 1:43 AM
Was just looking at some of our photos.
Realized how TRULY happy you were without having me in any part of your life.
And maybe you think the exact opposite,
but you really look like you've got the heaviest burden lifted off your shoulders.
I don't think I'm imagining.Labels: WOOTSIES
Wednesday, November 24, 2010 @ 12:07 AM
Boy: I broke up with her.
His Best Friend: What happened?
Boy: She’s just too much for me.
His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?
Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look
good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes
locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your
sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..
Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with,
telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well
being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I
see..
Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She
can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because
she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..
Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other
girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit
to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later
and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her.
I see..
Boy: Well, she..
His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just
wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you
proud?
Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What
happened to me?
His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see?
You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what
happened.
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Think about it, when she’s too much for you.. She just wants the best for you.
Because to her YOU’RE the best. If you don’t like something, talk to her about
it. You mean so much to her. Don’t just give up. Don’t just leave because you
want the easy way out. Ya’ Dig?
How true, how true. By the time you realize how amazing she is, she would be
with someone else who already knows that.
Labels: impressive
SCHOOL's OUT
Sunday, November 21, 2010 @ 11:42 AM
This week has been a blast!
With the closing of school (YAY), hanging with the 2 Ms, C, and other M.
Love them all.
Anw, Maxine left for Tokyo today. Babe, you're gna be missed!
On Wednesday, we woke up at 3 am to go to East Coast to catch the sunrise while picnic-ing. Tho I was the only one eating, I think we all had fun. the pics were really pretty. But the camera was kinda lousy.
Caught unstoppable with the double Ms and RED with M and J. now I don't feel so "movie outdated".
Aish! Had lunch with Terri and M yesterday @ Paragon. Orange julius has the cheapest food in the universe!
Ok. Now its time for self-reflection. For the past week, we've been doing this character building book. "responsibility", "self-control", "virtue", " wisdom". Etc. one of the things I've learnt is that I need to learn to watch my words. Sometimes I get impatient and say hurtful things to people out of anger. stuff that I don't even rmb saying can actually affect another person a whole lot. OUCH. I'm so sorry C. I know I've been a bitch. I will work on this sharp tongue of mine. May the words that come out be pretty and pleasing to your ears. xx.